[ There's a long pause while Ronan weighs the decency of doing this in person versus the heightened likelihood that he'll fuck something up if they do. In the end, with only shitty options before him, he settles on: ]
[ Ronan believes he's being spectacularly gentle compared to the way Adam treated him when they broke up, but he won't say so. There's no point in saying so. No reason to punish Adam for something he can't remember. ]
All the advice I've been given so far is to treat him like an entirely different person. I'd rather not hold onto memories I don't have. Donate it. Sell the car.
You don't have to shut me out because you have a life here. I know you. I've known you. You honestly think I'm going to stop sticking by your side because we're not dating? You can't run away from this because it's complicated and painful.
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Date: 2020-02-19 02:49 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-02-19 02:51 am (UTC)The last thing I remember was looking for Bryde and going back to school. It's really hazy.
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Date: 2020-02-19 02:59 am (UTC)we broke up two years ago
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Date: 2020-02-19 03:01 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-02-19 03:02 am (UTC)What did we do? What did I do?
Christ, Ronan.
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Date: 2020-02-19 03:06 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-02-19 03:08 am (UTC)But you're right. It's both in the past and not going to matter.
So tell me about yourself. A lot has changed hasn't it?
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Date: 2020-02-19 03:16 am (UTC)been with him over a year now
mostly wanted to tell you that before you found out from the internet or some shit
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Date: 2020-02-19 03:20 am (UTC)I had a feeling when I was asked: "how much do you like to share".
[ Wow this hurts. It takes him a minute to send the next text. ]
Are you happy with him?
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Date: 2020-02-19 03:27 am (UTC)you don't want the answer to that
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Date: 2020-02-19 03:33 am (UTC)The fuck do I do with any of this information?
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Date: 2020-02-19 03:44 am (UTC)[ He would hope. ]
your car and your old stuff is still at my house so if you want me to bring that by wherever you are i can do it this week
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Date: 2020-02-19 03:54 am (UTC)[ This might take time. Though better to rip off the bandaid, he figures.]
Sorry.
I'm in Jeopardy.
You don't have to do that. It's not really my stuff.
I have the motorcycle.
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Date: 2020-02-19 04:04 am (UTC)it really is your stuff
i'll donate it if you don't want it.
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Date: 2020-02-19 04:10 am (UTC)Donate it.
Sell the car.
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Date: 2020-02-19 04:18 am (UTC)apply it to me too
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Date: 2020-02-19 04:28 am (UTC)Where do we go from here?
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Date: 2020-02-19 04:51 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-02-19 12:59 pm (UTC)After all we've been through? I think our friendship is stronger than that.
Don't punish me for his mistakes.
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Date: 2020-02-19 10:40 pm (UTC)i wouldn't be doing you any favors by bringing you into my life here
if you don't believe me, ask declan
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Date: 2020-02-19 11:12 pm (UTC)I know you. I've known you.
You honestly think I'm going to stop sticking by your side because we're not dating?
You can't run away from this because it's complicated and painful.
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Date: 2020-02-19 11:26 pm (UTC)i don't need or want you by my side
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Date: 2020-02-19 11:32 pm (UTC)But fine. Okay. Okay.
If you ever need me I'll be here.
Just be safe.
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Date: 2020-02-19 11:38 pm (UTC)